I have to pay

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I have to pay
For the wrongs I done
And the rights I won
I tried to play
The game and I
Chose wrong
I have to pay

The price I pay
I live with in every way
Loved ones lost
Who died for the choice
I made that day
I have to pay

And I've paid
And I pay some more
And the more I pay
The more I know
He'll never be here
He took payment on
The choice I made
And now he's gone
I have to pay

[leherissierm]

Nice - I find that very inspirational and wise. If I may - are you writing from personal experience or because of recent events?

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Decisions in life we regret
Be grateful if untrue
What happens after
The nature of regret

Gravestones remind me
Remind me of my regrets
Never let me forget
Never really saying

What decision is right
Live through life
Never question why
Is living worth life

When then should I die
A decision of why
Is that what I should do
Is my life for me or for you

Grief and aftermath
Of one selfish act
Standing on edges
Then then we fall